Here I go again....

....with my pre-appointment freaking out post. I have about 2 hours to go until my u/s appt with the high-risk perinatalogist this morning. I'm scared as hell, but I am feeling hopeful that things will be ok. I've had a weekend filled with pregnancy symptoms like fatigue and dizziness as well as pushes, pulls and soreness in my belly and boobs....so I'm hoping that's an indication that beanie baby is alive and kicking....or twitching to be more specific....since that's supposed to start this week.

The contractor is putting in our kitchen cabinets today so that's very exciting...and I just heard that my cousin had her baby this morning and they are both doing well. There's lots going on around me but there's really only one thing on my mind right now and it's that ultrasound.

I was reading a pregnancy book over the weekend and it said that the baby is the size of a cheerio cut in 1/2. Of course I made Dan go get a cheerio and cut it in half......and I taped it into the book. I mean, it had to be done! Let's hope our cheerio has a heartbeat today eh?